Ahahahahaha

Mar. 5th, 2026 01:51 pm
credoimprobus: cartoon cat feigns death (*ded*)
[personal profile] credoimprobus
I just started a playlist with my standard-option portable bluetooth speaker connected for audio, had the bass drop in Jah War at all of 13 seconds in hit and went "oh no that is A TRAVESTY AND AN ABOMINATION"* and immediately plugged in my subwoofer instead. X,D X,D X,D X,D (You really don't wanna listen to classic dubstep with poor bass reproduction, hahaha.)

*) as in literally out loud, in the most appalled tone of voice X,D

In my defense,

Mar. 3rd, 2026 08:59 pm
goodbyebird: Baldur's Gate 3: Shadowheart with a soft look on her face. (☆ my precious)
[personal profile] goodbyebird
+ Very much had a plan to tidy my bedroom 100%, but then my dryer was like, "nah I'm not going to function" and I derailed completely. There's a couple more things I want to try to see if I can get it sorted, but if not I'll have to call for a repairperson ugh.

...so today I'm focused on cleaning the visible parts of my apartment instead lol.

+ Actually had lunch with a few of my friends today. It's been a while. Like, I didn't manage to meet a single one of them properly before Christmas even. How they all put up with a shut in like myself all these years, I just couldn't tell you. We tried a new noodle place, the food was excellent, I tried a marinated egg for the first time, and we were all laughing and enjoying ourselves.

One of my friends had helped clear out an apartment a couple of days ago, and when she saw the official and un-official guides for The X-Files in the donations box, she decided to grab them for me instead. Very sweet of her, and funny considering she did not know I'd just started watching s1 again.

+ Since AO3 seems to be fairly unstable atm I got some requests to do a new round of [personal profile] ao3_isdown, so come on over.

+ I've been fiddling with the idea for [community profile] fannishtarot and running a Make Your Own Fandom Tarot event for a good long while now, gathering some quotes and such here and there. I think it would be such a rewarding way to deep dive into the tarot and also your own fandom(s) and fannish inclinations. Like, who or what would The Fool be to you in your chosen fandom? I think it'd be an excellent way to internalize a bunch of significators, etc. But I am not getting that started until I have a bunch more prep under my belt lol. I'd basically have to amass six months of posts beforehand, to make room for work schedules, travel, the occasional downtime/brain crash.

But it would be SO cool. I just hope some people will join in.

+ My Dune tarot will be arriving tomorrow, and I'd love to play with it a bunch. Let me know in the comments if you want me to do one of the book's spreads for you.

to me, we are all bonita.

Mar. 1st, 2026 08:08 pm
goodbyebird: Fallout: Lucy seen from behind. (Fallout okie dokie)
[personal profile] goodbyebird
+ I may be somewhat trying to cope with the Horrors by making a big purchase, but I done did it: I ordered those oracles and the workbook I was eying + a tarot deck that spoke to me very loudly and was limited in quantities. Hopefully it doesn't take too long before it arrives so I can dip in before it's back off to work. Tomorrow's big plan is tidying and washing my entire bedroom, laundring the curtains, and set up a nice altar space on the top of my dressing commode.

+ Finished Fallout s2 and I'm happy with how their storylines turned out.spoilery comment ) There was a small cut scene at the end in case anybody missed that.

+ Steam NEXT Fest is happening, and as usual I've managed to try next to nothing. Two big recommends: Esoteric Ebb and All Will Rise. They're both text-heavy, your choices matter kind of games. I'm gonna try to get a game in of Battlestar Galactica: Scattered Hopes, Wax Heads, Above The Snow, WOODROT, I'm Making A Monster, Dosa Divas, Bookbinding, Twilight Imperium, and the new Moomintroll entry before the time runs out (in that order). 100% I'm going to fail at that.

btw how I loathe having to keep my enthusiasm in check until I've had a scroll to look for AI usage.

+ Why all science fiction and fantasy writers are historians by Ada Palmer.

+ The SEA Is Whose?, Ethnic Entanglements in Southeast Asian SFF, an essay.

+ European bison arrive in the Iberian Highlands for the first time.

+ Botswana shows how smarter cattle herding can save lions, reopen ancient wildlife pathways.

+ [community profile] youtuberecs is a fun community I just became aware of!

+ Soda Blonde released a new song/video, Suit & Tie, and I dig em both. Weird women in suits on the moors. Mud. Pretty horsie. What's not to like.

+ Forbrukerrådet is a Norwegian consumer council that's focused on making sure customers are treated fairly and not scammed, etc. Big big fan. And they've just released an ad on enshittifaction that is top notch.

Charity Auction!

Feb. 28th, 2026 12:09 pm
sanguinity: (ships squarerigging)
[personal profile] sanguinity
For those unfamiliar, [community profile] fandomtrumpshate is a fandom charity auction that supports nonprofits working to counteract some of the harms of the current presidential administration. Supported causes include trans rights, disability rights, immigrant rights, voting rights, libraries, Gaza, and more. (Please see the complete list of supported organizations, including which nonprofits accept international donations.)

I'm offering fic! In three fandoms:
  • D.K. Broster novels (Jacobite Trilogy, Wounded Name, "Mr. Rowl", or a novel of your choice)
  • Hornblower -- any of the various media, from novels to movies to radio
  • Vorkosigan Saga
For the details of each fandom (characters, ships, etc.), please see my auction listing! The listing includes my email for questions, but I'm also happy to discuss any questions here in comments or private messages. Please do reach out if you're curious about anything, or whether I'm up for a particular kind of story.

Sanguinity's auction listing

$15 minimum bid for 2K words
$50 minimum bid for 7K words

Bidding opens Tuesday March 3rd, and closes Saturday March 7th. (I'll post again when bidding opens.)

And of course I'm not the only one auctioning fanworks! If you feel moved, please do have a browse of [profile] foth2026offerings (check out the sticky post for the best ways to search the offerings) to see if there's something that interests you.
bemused_writer: Beleaguered man in rain (Leon Kennedy 2)
[personal profile] bemused_writer
I didn't make a whole lot of progress yesterday thanks to being extremely stuck in the initial chase scene with The Girl (which is what the monster I referenced in my last post is called). I think I might have encountered some kind of glitch since the sequence of events didn't match up with what articles were describing, so I'll describe what I did in case it's helpful.

I was at the section where Grace needed to get the screwdriver. I will note, I was pretty low on health at this point, and things weren't going great. XD Now, I had already moved the cart in and been chased around by The Girl twice, and apparently that meant the little hideaway structure was supposed to have disappeared. It hadn't, though, so I think that's where things were getting confused.

Instructions on the puzzle... )

Level discussion and spoilers... )

Grace theory, continued... )
credoimprobus: a crow in mailman garb fires a shower of confetti (confetti!)
[personal profile] credoimprobus
Okay, so I 100% do not expect a) anyone who was there for those early LJ days to still be around to see this, or b) even if there against all odds were, that anyone else would actually remember this stuff the way I do, but: that thing that was spawned from muse shenanigans back in the millennium's infancy? This would be it. Or, you know, at least 35k's worth of the beginning of it. \o/?

(These two remain my favourite ship of ALL TIME. I love them so goddamn much. <3333333)

Basically, though, if anyone's had a hankering for a bit of urban fantasy-flavoured, screwballesque m/m romcom with a bunch of adorably antagonistic flirting, I got ya. :D? (Just a warning that this is, to clarify, not complete. But I just wanted to see at least part of what's effectively turned into my life's work publicly available before I'm fucking 80, you know?)

Reveille prequel acts I & II, the preview version [14k + 20k words]
(Gets very explicit, of course, because this is me we're talking about. X,D And also features a ton of swearing and some instances of alcohol use.)
bemused_writer: Beleaguered man in rain (Leon Kennedy 2)
[personal profile] bemused_writer
I'm having so many conflicting emotions about this game, and I'm only an hour in. I am fascinated, irritated, confused, and I must finish it stat. So, I figured I would write up some of my thoughts as I make my way through it.

Lots of thoughts and spoilers below... )

Let's shriek about AI for a moment.

Feb. 25th, 2026 04:45 pm
goodbyebird: Battlestar Galactica: Six in silhouette, wearing her trademark red dress. (BSG then the devil is six)
[personal profile] goodbyebird
+ Now there's daylight again and I've riffled through it plenty, here's my favorite cards from the Curious Travels Tarot.


You can't at all see the pearlescent shimmer the cardstock is infused with, but it is beautiful. Also this is a Claudia deck to me (I am not responsible for the connections my blender brain makes when I have a hyper fixation).

Spent last night going through my decks and if I see the opportunity to do so locally, there's a bunch of oracles and one tarot that just didn't work for me and I'd love to rehome. Very grumpy the one alternative shop that opened in town barely lasted a few months. Flip side my wish list has grown massive, and with some very much not mass market wants. Especially the Motherwitch Oracle, and both Wisdom of the Divine Feminine/Wisdom of the Shadow + workbook, and the Reclaim Oracle seems to align strongly with the kind of work I'd like to do.

For tarot decks there's less than a handful of strong wants, but it's not like my current decks can't cover that need. I'm really just being greedy there. (gotta keep reminding myself of that: girl your needs are MET). But also, so many fandom decks are happening. The Dune one already ambushed me.

Anyways, linkspam of Ew Gross/Boo Hiss? Yes?

+ AIs can’t stop recommending nuclear strikes in war game simulations. (this is paywalled)
Leading AIs from OpenAI, Anthropic and Google opted to use nuclear weapons in simulated war games in 95 per cent of cases.

+ AI data centre growth could put UK net zero targets under fresh pressure.
...how 140 data centres are currently seeking grid connections with a combined peak demand of 50GW. That figure is striking because it is higher than Britain’s recent peak electricity demand of 45GW.

I know there's a very big queue of centres wanting to get built here as well. As if electricity isn't extravagantly expensive as is.

+ Oh hey, a somewhat cheerful one! 'Breweries using AI could put artists out of work'.
Following conversations with the Free Trade Inn, in Ouseburn, the two venues came together to announce on social media they would no longer be accepting AI art, including on bottles and pump clips, in order to try to protect local artists from losing out on work.

I really do need 2026 to be the year the bubble goes POP.
goodbyebird: Starfleet Academy: SAM is smiling brightly and now your day is just a little bit better. (ST Academy aka JOY)
[personal profile] goodbyebird
+ There's a fun YouTube telethon/donation drive beginning in 4 and a half hours I'm strongly considering staying up for.
Why watch the State of the Union, when you could watch your favorite unhinged Bluesky posters share their weird hobbies, niche obsessions, and scorching hot takes?
(streamed here and I'm assuming directly on yt but couldn't find the link)

It's at 2.30 for me, but my sleep schedule is kind of fucked atm anyways. If I watch this and then just get up early, there's a chance I can flip it.

+ Curious Travels Tarot arrived today, and I don't think I've ever handled a deck that felt this good. I'm astounded this is mass market, it's so buttery smooth but textured at the same time; a joy to hold. I just keep fondling the cards lol.

+ In other things that bring joy: I started watching Starfleet Academy and it is full of precious characters whose faces I'd like to smoosh and keep safe forever. A bit heavy on the For Teens stuff, and sadly one character has been heavily relegated to The Girl category which I am extremely bored by, but otherwise excellent faces and much invading of personal space yay.

+ Posted some icons, yes I did!

01-04 the x-files
05-12 starfleet academy
13-16 st voyager + discovery
17-20 sw prequel movies + mandalorian
21-26 fallout
27-31 comics
32-36 misc tv
37-40 movies (eileen, inside out, batman returns)




H E R E
sanguinity: Woodcut of a heron landing (flight of the heron - landing)
[personal profile] sanguinity
I wrote two works for [personal profile] candyheartsex!

During the anon period, there was a tumblr post going around about how you should follow your heart and write fic for that 300-year-old novel! Write fic for that 70-year-old movie! And I had to laugh, because...

Renewed Liaison for [archiveofourown.org profile] parnassus
Les liaisons dangereuses | Dangerous Liaisons - Choderlos de Laclos
Marquise de Merteuil/Vicomte de Valmont
Canon Divergence, Fix-it, Parley

I sue for two items only: peace, and a renewal of the true amity that once existed between us.

This was a pinch-hit I picked up early. I've long hated the resolution of the novel, where Merteuil is cast low while Valmont is nearly valorized in death. (God forbid a woman be evil!!) So I wrote a new ending for them, one that is more symmetric in consequence, leaving them both war-ravaged, but with a path to become allies again.

Will they ride again, leaving ruin behind them? We can only hope. ;-)


There My Heart Forever Lies for [archiveofourown.org profile] Luzula
The Flight of the Heron
Ewen/Keith, Ewen/Alison, Keith & Francis
Brigadoon AU

After Culloden, word reaches the British garrison that Ewen Cameron is skulking at Ardroy. As a test of his loyalty, Keith Windham is sent with a company of men to arrest him. Keith goes, but is determined to protect Ewen however he can.

Ewen, however, has been granted a miracle: for Ardroy and all its people to vanish into the Highland mist, reappearing only one day in a century. Life will go on just as before, no longer touched by wars, armies, or time…

So, last year I watched the Gene Kelly version of the musical Brigadoon, which for those who don't know, is about a Highland village that gets snatched out of time in the mid-eighteenth century, only returning to Earth for one day every hundred years.

And on hearing this, I was like, "Oh, that was obviously to protect the village from the fallout of the '45..." And then it turned out the whole backstory for the miracle was to protect the village from witches. Witches!

And I thought "Well, that's stupid. Obviously a fix-it is required!" Quickly followed by, "You know, I have a handy '45 fandom right here..." And "Not only do I have a handy '45 fandom, there is an EMPTY SPOT ON THE MAP where Ardroy should be... just as if Ardroy had once upon a time been snatched away into the clouds!"

So I wrote a couple thousand words right then, wrote a couple thousand more while I was in Japan, and... then got inextricably tangled up in plot difficulties and let the whole thing languish, neglected.

But then I got assigned to [personal profile] luzula in [personal profile] candyheartsex! Luzula likes AUs that have a supernatural element, and she's actually been to that empty glen where Ardroy should be, and it was all too perfect an opportunity to pass up. So on a weekend visit to my mom, I spent the entire four-hour drive blocking out my proposed plot to [personal profile] grrlpup, and satisfied that it was doable if I wrote fast, I wrote some 2K words that day. And then... kept doing that.

So. Um. Is this an absurdly long story for an exchange with a 300-word minimum? Yes. Sorry. (I hope I didn't cut too much into your free time last week, Luzula!) But it was a beautiful excuse to finish a story that might not have gotten finished otherwise, and the oppty to gift it to someone who has actually seen that empty glen.

Anyway, 16.7K, eventual happy ending, and no knowledge whatsoever of the musical is required.

 

So in fact it was only a 250-year-old novel and a 70-year-old movie, but still pretty close to the mark!

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Feb. 22nd, 2026 11:56 pm
credoimprobus: Gark's epic sparkleface (*_*)
[personal profile] credoimprobus
It's up!! (Well, the first half is.)

It may not be the form I would have preferred to first make it public in, but fucking hell, it still feels amazing to have it out there at all. I've been sitting on this shit for a decade. (And had it inhabiting my head for over twice that long!) aaaaaAAAAaaaAAAAAAAaaAAAAAaaaaaaa, basically.
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